So, last time I’ll post here, since I’m not in DWA anymore, but I needed to come here to do it.
Dear Donghae-sshi,
I really wanted to say that I totally understand your point of view, and if it was me on your place, probably I would do the same thing. I’m not glad with all that happened, since I wasn’t involved and etc, I just tried to follow my friends because I didn’t want to be without this life. And you made me cry with your letter, btw
(.ooc: seriously, lol, I cried for Jieun OTL, god)Well… When I finally thought everything would be alright and I was really curious about what Woohyun said to you, the others just started a revoution. I mean, I was so angry about it, because I needed to pick a side. My first thought was continuing here and be on Sowon too, but then Daewon shut down (and then they opened again, anyways).
But after all this, the reason I’m writing with this letter is, actually, to thank you for all the moments we had. I didn’t have time to say it, but I really like you, more than a friend… Even if I was always making up my feelings and causing all of our embarrasing and silly moments, I’m really… Well… in love with you. I’m so upset to not say it in time but… Yeah. And I don’t know if it was this that Woohyun said to you, since he knew it, orz. Actually… Everybody knew it, I think, OTL. Baro, Woohyun, Jia, Kyuhyun, Gongchan, Hyukjae, Min… So… Yeah, I thought I wasn’t covering my reactions very well to you didn’t notice. Woohyun and Hyukjae said to me to tell you that day we would met up each other and I would do it.
Anyways, I don’t have any word to say how much I thank you to appear on my life. You made the best memories on DWA and I’ll never forget you. You were the first and only person that took me to the fountain and the first that talked to me for real and made my shyness disappear. To not say about when we went at the mall to find your outfit and the dance, right? Thanks for be there as you promised. I’ll really miss you more than the others that are not here anymore too.
Again, thanks for everything. I love you and I hope you continue as you are. ♥
(Damn, damn, damn, what I’d do to have you near, near, near… I wish you were here ♪)- Jieun

Dear Jieun,
Yah! The last thing I wanted to do was make you cry, Jieun. Please don’t shed anymore tears. I understand what you are saying, about how you only followed your closest friends, and that’s perfectly alright. And I truly appreciate it how you get what I’m saying. (ooc; OTL Awh! Let me hug you. ;~;)
Heh.. If you really would still like to know what Woohyun told me, it was that you liked me. I was in-denial, at first, though, because I didn’t believe someone like you wouldn’t like a little ‘ol fish like me, right? But, after thinking about it, I almost told you how I felt on the day of the dance, risking it to see if it was true, but I chickened out and waited.. On the day I asked you to talk with me, it was the first time I finally built up courage! I had the whole event planned to.. I was going to take you to a garden and lead you down a path filled with roses of every possible color.. And at the end of the path, where it lead to a small fountain, I was going to.. well.. confess to you. Pretty cliché, right? Don’t blame, Jieun, because it was the best romantic thing I could possibly think of! But to the point, I hope it’s not too late for me to say I was a little disappointed when we always told everyone the idea of us being together was crazy. I hope it’s not too late for me to say whenever we talked, I was a complete mess because I only wanted to impress you. Though.. Most importantly, I hope it’s not too late to say I fell in love with you, too, Jieun.
I want to thank you, as well, for putting up with my embarrassing ways that made me blush in front of you, for giving me the best memories I’ve had in one academy, and for helping me open up and become more social to everyone around me. You have no idea how much I appreciate and will remember the times we’ve shared. How could I forget the mall? You’re always right, ne? Yah! You know you’re going to be someone I’ll really, really miss, Jieun. Even though we’ve had so many great memories here, I also hope you can make memories that are just as great, if not better, at your new academy, even if I’m not around to share them with you. It’s really a shame it has to end here, huh? But.. there I hope you’ll find someone who will make you smile there, okay? Find someone that will give you just as much happiness.
Heh.. I want to thank you again, for taking the time and writing this for me. You have no idea how much this means.
I should probably say the three words, right now.. It’s better late than never, right?
I love you, Jieun. Just promise me you won’t change, and won’t forget this little fishy named Donghae. ♥
— Donghae
(Source: jieun-sea)





